10stepmaster

im back

2005-04-17T23:43:58Z

Geuss what im fucking back. i kno your thinking to yourself holy shit. i kno its just one of thos things.

but people i here to tell u 2 things.

1st of all im in love with the greats girl ever. she take my heart. ya i kno what your thinking Joel has a heart. i love her with all i got.
i love that rebekah
2nd its about ddr, i still as good as i was maybe a little better but i can't do it as long and it sad, but i will it back to where i was before

10stepmaster @ 2004-12-19T19:41:00

2004-12-20T00:47:09Z

I was fighting with this one kid and he when to kick me and i grabed his lag and pulled him to the ground and his head hit the floor and there was blood every. on the floor, the wall, and on the stars. i felt bad but he wanted to fight.

10stepmaster @ 2004-12-14T21:01:00

2004-12-15T02:12:02Z

OK bithces lisin up all u people who were talking about what i did in my journal i have a ? why r u not die. and the person who told me to die well lets not be a pussy and leave a name or R u to scared. o and i hope someone slits u open and pisses inside u and then light u on fire (Josh cuz he love fire). O and she still with me so u can suck my dick. O i hope i hind out who u r. but to the people who weren't dick lickers u rock.

10stepmaster @ 2004-12-07T18:28:00

2004-12-07T23:32:02Z

It was a joke. leave it alone. I Didn't fuckin kiss her. and if u think that go kill yourself and im not kidding. i don't want to see u ever again. just go put a gun in your mouth.

10stepmaster @ 2004-12-04T23:19:00

2004-12-05T05:05:52Z

My mind is gone like the love Rebekah use to have for me. so things r better not told but when they r u want it to stop. it spits in your face and beats u down. it goes for the heart and stop the love and gives u hate. When u hear something thats not true but its told to u all the time u belive it. and u do something about it. but then u fine out its not true and u fuckin fuck the whole fuckin thing up. One kiss it all it take to kill u and one kiss it all it take to keep u alive.

The longer u stand in the rain the wetter u get. When the world that was once there comes back and hits u in the face is when u lost everthing. when your back at where u started thats when u kno u Failed. but its easy to fail. but its when the person u love more then life says she hates u is when u faild. im a fuckin loser that doesin't deserve to live. kno matter what i do i fail the old me waits and once he knos im happy he comes out and shoots me in the face. and Kills the new me. but the new me wants to come back.

We R still going out. thank god for that. But who knos what kind of hate i have brought. Love is just an eko bousing off of what use to be. but love waits to come back. but love wont be back any time soon. but hate is here now. hate can replace love in the same time love came. hate can be as strong as love but only if u let it. love is an eko and hate is the ring in my ears. Ring i can't lose and ring that hurts and ring kills. but there is hope. love still waits to come back.

TO here the only person who u loved, who u want to be with, the only person who made u feel good, say i hate u. is a gun shoot to the head that kills u slow the first makeing your lungs stop working and then your heart pumps asid to your body killing ever thing in side u and then your bran is the last to go only so u could feel your whole body die.

Love has left For now, maybe it will come back. if it doesin't, hate Will be my life.

10stepmaster @ 2004-10-23T23:46:00

2004-10-24T04:07:02Z

Today Today Today....... it sucked. i woke up at 4:30 (thats in the P.M.) to eat dinner. then i sat aroud.-_-
then i was bord and i was bord then i was bord o ya and i was bord o guess what i was bord then rebekah called (she was at a party) she told me her x was there (O that made me just so happy) and then so goes on to tell me that he wouldn't stop talking to her. wait!!! now that i think about it, she called.that means she was thinking about me. hey im starting to feel better. now i can sleezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
ok im back hey guess what im bord and i have a cell phone but if anyone calls me i get it takein away (so whats the point o haveing one joel) Well i will tell u....... now that i think about it there is no point. damn they got me again.

10stepmaster @ 2004-10-17T17:54:00

2004-10-17T22:05:23Z

Did u ever fine something so great and awsome. well i have and her name is Rebcca. and all u people who say it wont last can go hurt yourself. im not like that anymore. i will u something if it wan't for u i would still be a slut to same pimp to others. she all i could ask for.

10stepmaster @ 2004-10-10T17:21:00

2004-10-10T21:35:58Z

homcoming was great for only one reasin i got to be with the girl i like
but she counldn't like me back
the reasin, the way i am with girls, but I wouldn't do that to her. i liked her for the longs time
but i don't kno why i don't tell her how i feel. i guess see her every day at school is all a guy like me can ask for. some times i wish i could be different so i could ask her out, but all i would do is fuck things up. i would change for her. she so fun to be around she makes me feel good. only if i could tell u.

10stepmaster @ 2004-09-05T21:42:00

2004-09-06T01:48:09Z

what is love
its a good thing right. wrong to love is to get hurt. so love is pain. but pain is good at least u kno your alive. life what is it.life is a cage, traped in this life to work and work around with no brain. fuck that. the only way to free is to be dead.

10stepmaster @ 2004-07-26T22:10:00

2004-07-27T02:33:20Z

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HA

2004-07-11T00:19:18Z

i don't kno what your talking about he said
don't u kno
O that im sry
it to late for that (he pulled the chigger)

O MY GOD

2004-07-05T21:21:36Z

i was in a ddr thing and came in 3rd dam

well aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

Whats up

2004-06-16T01:26:53Z

hay whats up

well im in a ddr compoistion july 17 isn't that cool

whats better D.D.R. or or getting shoot

yo

2004-06-09T23:52:38Z

well u kno that i don't kno that u kno u kno

well well welll

2004-06-06T21:28:16Z

well i broke up with her

well i told sam i thought she was hot. i hope she don't think different of me

well ya and ya

Fuck

2004-06-02T19:07:42Z

rachel makes me fell like shit
she'll walk right past me in the hall and not say anything.
she walks away from me just with a good bye and no hug come on your girl can that lest give u one of thought and you not need to ask.
and she made me like domb it fuckin pissed me piss me off
she always does it seems the only time she happy to see me is when we are be are self
but for some fuckin reasin i still like her aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the kid who leaved that message how about u not be a pussy and leave a name next time

P.S. Caesar and josh thax

things

2004-05-29T20:55:03Z

well if u didn't kno im going out with rachel. just so u kno. im bord out of my mind cause she up north and i haven't call people.

im really happy she said yes. well she the most beautifulest thing i have ever seen.

so u want to kno some thing..................................... DDR is almost the greats thing.

what so u think is better X-box or PS2?

it been a while

2004-05-23T17:06:21Z

i really don't have any to type about so that why ive been out. i heard the paly went good i would of gone but my mom and dad wouldn't take me. so i was a little mad.

i'm starting to get better at ddr. i kno i sucked before.

i don't like to bore u with long enters so ash b. hope u feel better it wont hurt for long.

YO

2004-05-10T20:33:24Z

Well im here agin and im still bord. DDR songs r playing in the back ground.
what do u like more ICE CREEAM or SLERPY
tell me im talking a ploe

ooo ya

2004-05-09T23:25:11Z

the pole was 6 to 1 say i don't need a g/f and i might ask a girl out but who knows

I have no life

2004-05-09T23:20:29Z

im setting at home bord
there is nothing to do it started raining and o boy im bord, but i can play ddr well im go to do that

DDR

2004-05-06T00:22:42Z

sry about not puting anything in my livejournl for a while i doen load DDR to my computer and i have 289 songs how cool is that and that all i mostly do now i really need a life

how mony of u thing i need a girl friend im going to keep a pole

things

2004-04-29T22:59:42Z

i found out that she likes some one else so im sad for kno but girls r comeing over soon so there hope i think

what do u think

BOOM-BOOM

2004-04-27T21:42:08Z

Did u kno that a gun goes Boom and can kill u?

im just an ass in the ass kicking contest. push all over like im nothing, thing never go right and all i can to is set and watch it happin. all i can to is pick up the pain and say fuck it all.

It time i take control and make things good for me.

AND DDR ROCKS>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

nothing really

2004-04-24T21:59:34Z

i did nothing to day. i woke up eat im trying to get some pounds on me. im to light and DDR is not helping.

i played DDR to day and Noha just got in the way. hes always here it like i think i want to play DDR and boom he come out of no where and starts playing to. i wounld'nt mind but he starts going on my pad and things like that.

i'm going to a party. to do what play DDR i need something else to do.

i've like this girl for a some time now but i don't kno what to do should i tell her how i feel or wait a little longer.

im not going to spell check this so sorry