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[17 Apr 2005|07:35pm] |
Geuss what im fucking back. i kno your thinking to yourself holy shit. i kno its just one of thos things.
but people i here to tell u 2 things.
1st of all im in love with the greats girl ever. she take my heart. ya i kno what your thinking Joel has a heart. i love her with all i got.
i love that rebekah
2nd its about ddr, i still as good as i was maybe a little better but i can't do it as long and it sad, but i will it back to where i was before
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[19 Dec 2004|07:41pm] |
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I was fighting with this one kid and he when to kick me and i grabed his lag and pulled him to the ground and his head hit the floor and there was blood every. on the floor, the wall, and on the stars. i felt bad but he wanted to fight.
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[14 Dec 2004|09:01pm] |
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OK bithces lisin up all u people who were talking about what i did in my journal i have a ? why r u not die. and the person who told me to die well lets not be a pussy and leave a name or R u to scared. o and i hope someone slits u open and pisses inside u and then light u on fire (Josh cuz he love fire). O and she still with me so u can suck my dick. O i hope i hind out who u r. but to the people who weren't dick lickers u rock.
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[07 Dec 2004|06:28pm] |
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It was a joke. leave it alone. I Didn't fuckin kiss her. and if u think that go kill yourself and im not kidding. i don't want to see u ever again. just go put a gun in your mouth.
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[04 Dec 2004|11:19pm] |
My mind is gone like the love Rebekah use to have for me. so things r better not told but when they r u want it to stop. it spits in your face and beats u down. it goes for the heart and stop the love and gives u hate. When u hear something thats not true but its told to u all the time u belive it. and u do something about it. but then u fine out its not true and u fuckin fuck the whole fuckin thing up. One kiss it all it take to kill u and one kiss it all it take to keep u alive.
The longer u stand in the rain the wetter u get. When the world that was once there comes back and hits u in the face is when u lost everthing. when your back at where u started thats when u kno u Failed. but its easy to fail. but its when the person u love more then life says she hates u is when u faild. im a fuckin loser that doesin't deserve to live. kno matter what i do i fail the old me waits and once he knos im happy he comes out and shoots me in the face. and Kills the new me. but the new me wants to come back.
We R still going out. thank god for that. But who knos what kind of hate i have brought. Love is just an eko bousing off of what use to be. but love waits to come back. but love wont be back any time soon. but hate is here now. hate can replace love in the same time love came. hate can be as strong as love but only if u let it. love is an eko and hate is the ring in my ears. Ring i can't lose and ring that hurts and ring kills. but there is hope. love still waits to come back.
TO here the only person who u loved, who u want to be with, the only person who made u feel good, say i hate u. is a gun shoot to the head that kills u slow the first makeing your lungs stop working and then your heart pumps asid to your body killing ever thing in side u and then your bran is the last to go only so u could feel your whole body die.
Love has left For now, maybe it will come back. if it doesin't, hate Will be my life.
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[23 Oct 2004|11:46pm] |
Today Today Today....... it sucked. i woke up at 4:30 (thats in the P.M.) to eat dinner. then i sat aroud.-_-
then i was bord and i was bord then i was bord o ya and i was bord o guess what i was bord then rebekah called (she was at a party) she told me her x was there (O that made me just so happy) and then so goes on to tell me that he wouldn't stop talking to her. wait!!! now that i think about it, she called.that means she was thinking about me. hey im starting to feel better. now i can sleezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
ok im back hey guess what im bord and i have a cell phone but if anyone calls me i get it takein away (so whats the point o haveing one joel) Well i will tell u....... now that i think about it there is no point. damn they got me again.
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[17 Oct 2004|05:54pm] |
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Did u ever fine something so great and awsome. well i have and her name is Rebcca. and all u people who say it wont last can go hurt yourself. im not like that anymore. i will u something if it wan't for u i would still be a slut to same pimp to others. she all i could ask for.
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[10 Oct 2004|05:21pm] |
homcoming was great for only one reasin i got to be with the girl i like
but she counldn't like me back
the reasin, the way i am with girls, but I wouldn't do that to her. i liked her for the longs time
but i don't kno why i don't tell her how i feel. i guess see her every day at school is all a guy like me can ask for. some times i wish i could be different so i could ask her out, but all i would do is fuck things up. i would change for her. she so fun to be around she makes me feel good. only if i could tell u.
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[05 Sep 2004|09:42pm] |
what is love
its a good thing right. wrong to love is to get hurt. so love is pain. but pain is good at least u kno your alive. life what is it.life is a cage, traped in this life to work and work around with no brain. fuck that. the only way to free is to be dead.
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[10 Jul 2004|08:16pm] |
i don't kno what your talking about he said
don't u kno
O that im sry
it to late for that (he pulled the chigger)
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| O MY GOD |
[05 Jul 2004|05:20pm] |
i was in a ddr thing and came in 3rd dam
well aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
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| Whats up |
[15 Jun 2004|09:24pm] |
hay whats up
well im in a ddr compoistion july 17 isn't that cool
whats better D.D.R. or or getting shoot
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